these days have been easier than i thought, and it’s all because i’ve been skipping school. I feel happy now and calmed, relaxed. Worried because of the exams i have next week. I was thinking about the situation, how to deal with it from now on, it’s not hard to leave this, but it’s hard to pretend that nothing happened and simply move on. It’ not that simple, but i’ll figure it out as the time passes through, and also (and hopefully) with the help of my friends everything will be better :)
well, i’m on my way home thinking about today and what i just heard. It’s funny how life is playing with me. Maybe this is telling me something more. I guess i’m never satisfied and i want more. I keep coming back to the same old memories that once fucked my mind. So i guess this is time to say good bye to all that shit, cause i’m too tired to keep fighting against it. It’s too exhausting, but it’s my fault. I know that. Hope it isn’t late to change.
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i hope, but i know the answer.
it’s veen a while since i don’t post anything here, so i feel like i’ve left this space alone. well, i’ve been just living lately, realizing what i want, organizing priorities. but i’m exhausted, and that’s becoming some kind of impediment to everything i want to achieve (if i really want to do something here). and when it comes to the heart, days have been really weird (as always anyway) so that. i’m just having some rest these days so i’m off, peace. :)
it’s been a while since i don’t post here. it’s becoming really hard to be me these days, specially when your grades become worse than before. well, and going to the main topic of almost all of my posts, i can’t say anything about that. things are weirder, i don’t understand anything and i’m starting to realize that i’m nowhere. like i’m going somewhere but i don’t know the way back (have i said that before? maybe lol). and that, nothing good going on here, i’m just stressed, sad and frustrated, but that’s becoming really normal nowadays.
well, today blows already. i mean i don’t know what the fuck is going on. i feel like i got into a plane and i still don’t get to destiny. so now i’m like off. i don’t even care now. so if someone wants to explain to me why should i care about everything because to me nothing makes any sense now.
well, so i’m back and it’s been a while now. i’ve been thinking about the things i’ve done, and the things i wanna do. it’s weird how everything leeds me to the same thing. i’m really hoping that this situation could change after all i’ve been through, but i’m not really worried about the future. in fact, i couldn’t care less lol. so schools is awful and my situation is probably getting worse but i take it. i don’t know anything anymore. i’m just living and hoping i get through this year. by now, one of the most complicated ones.
while i’m in viña i’ve been thinking about guys a lot. i saw a lot of hot guys here that i really want next to me like NOW. so, hot guys in viña, i’ll give you the address of where i’m staying if you have what it takes.